not ladylike

I'm back. Baby is asleep...finally. Today has been a day. Anyhoo...weight at 203 lbs. BUT I recently heard that it is your inches that are more important than weight, because 5lbs. of muscle is smaller than 5lbs. of fat. But really people, do we think that I have gained any muscle? Maybe, considering I carry 13 lbs. (as of Wednesday) of weight around with me for most of the day. I have been trying to cut back on the junk, but my addiction is coming to haunt me. When I was pregnant I didn't feel that bad eating for a lot of the day. Partly because I really was hungry and partly because I knew that once I was no longer pregnant I would have to be strict with myself. It was my last hurrah. I have made one goal for myself: no ice cream during the day. It has been working. I was doing okay because there was no other chocolate in the house...that I could find. But I found it, and I wish I hadn't.